About Me

!nversed Poignancy!

...I am an eclectic amalgamation of many seemingly paradoxical things. This can be exemplified in both my seemingly endless persistance on many topics and arguments, as well as my careful cautiousness on other topics and arguments. This is largely due to how astute I am of the topic: more knowledge, more persistant; less knowledge, obviously more cautious. I also have times of obsessive compulsions regarding certain things (mostly just my thoughts, however)...

Life and Death

!nversed Poignancy!

Life

An assembly

Possibly impossible

Perfectly interchangeable..

Death

That lives most upright

Beyond the unspoken

Neither a squiggle nor a quibble..

She and Me

!nversed Poignancy!

She

A daffodil

Tyrannizer of me

Breaking the colors of dusk!..

Me

The rising sun

Infringed with violations

The impurity in the salt..

Love and Poetry!

!nversed Poignancy!

Love

A puerile desire

Buried in the heart

Never leaves..

Poetry

Sentimentally melodramatic

Cursively recursive

My thoughts idiotic!

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How do you contribute to FreeBSD?

Scribbled by Bharath On January 25, 2009

Apparently this post is perhaps way off the usual stuff that I post. But, as usual I still felt that this one has the weight-age and the tenacity to be get-in here. Well, the key reason for me posting this one here is to just help my fellow juniors('the FBSD enthusuaists') get to know about FOSS and suff. [And yeah, I have blocked comments for this post, so any comments or doubts please do revert back to me via mail).

Ok, lets get started..with a step back and a peek forward.

As part of the FreeBSD team, I often get asked the same question: “How can I get started as a FreeBSD contributor?”.

There are usually two reasons why a new contributor feels overwhelmed by the idea of getting started. One of them is that he or she feels that it is difficult to find out exactly how to start contributing to a free software project. The second reason is usually a feeling of impotency, the notion that “I am such a newbie, how could I ever make a difference in such a large project?”

Both of these concerns can be addressed quite easily. This post is my attempt at recording what I have learned by being a part of the FreeBSD team for almost a decade now, so let me start by the most serious one of these two obstacles to becoming a FreeBSD contributor: the feeling of being too small to make a difference.

You Can Make a Difference!

The best response I can think to the idea that a new contributor is too small to do something important for FreeBSD is a short story by one of the Argentinian authors I love. A story by Jorge Bucay:

The Story of the Chained Elephant

When I was a small boy, I loved going to the circus. Animal acts were my favorite. I was quite impressed by the elephant, who is — as I found out later — the favorite animal of all children. The elephant’s part of the show was a display of his huge weight, his immense size and power… Then, as the show was approaching its end, slightly before the elephant had to return to his tent, he was standing tied to a tiny wooden stake driven partially into the ground. A chain was wrapped around his feet.

The size of the stake was very small, and the part of it that was driven into the ground was even smaller. The chain that was wrapped around the legs of the elephant was quite large, but it seemed quite obvious, even to my childish mind, that an animal whose power was so large, so immense that it could rip trees off the ground and hurl them to others, was more than enough to let the elephant just rise and walk away.

That was the mystery of the elephant.

What sort of immense force could keep the elephant tied to that tiny stake?

Why didn’t he rise and walk away?

When I was five or six years old, I put great trust in the wisdom of the elder people. So I asked my teacher, my father, and my uncle about the mystery of the elephant. I don’t remember anymore who gave me the particular answer, but one of the replies was that the elephant doesn’t run away because he is “tame”.

Then I asked the obvious question: “If he’s tame, why do they have to chain him?” I don’t think I ever got a satisfactory answer to this question.

As time went by, I forgot all about the mystery of the huge elephant and the tiny stake. The mystery would only resurface when I was at the company of others who had wondered about the same thing.

Then, a few years ago, I discovered that someone knew why the elephant doesn’t run away.

The elephant doesn’t run away because they have been tying him to a similar stake ever since he was very very small too.

I closed my eyes, and I tried to imagine the small, newborn elephant, chained to the ground. The small elephant would push, pull and struggle with all his strength, trying to free himself, but he would fail. Despite all his efforts, he would fail again and again, because that stake and chain was too big for his strength.

The elephant would sleep exhausted from all his efforts to free himself, and would wake up the next day. All his struggles would fail the next day too, and a third day, and a fourth, and many tiresome, exhausting days after those. Then one day would come — a horrible day for the history of our elephant — a day that he would just give up, and accept his fate, deciding that he was too weak to escape, that his strength was not enough and would never be enough.

The huge and immensely powerful elephant that we see in the circus does not run away because the poor animal believes that he cannot do that.

The memory of the lack of strength he felt a little after his birth is now deeply engraved to his very soul and spirit.

The worst of it all is that he has never tried to free himself since.

He never ever tried to test his powers again.

The story of the circus elephant is often why new people do not try to contribute to FreeBSD. They have this strange idea that they are, for some odd reason, “not good enough”; that they cannot really stand side to side with the giants who have built this enormous, immensely huge system; that their feeble attempts to improve their favorite OS will be met with scorn, or contemptuous laughter by the super smart alien beings that are behind such a complex beast of a system.

This is, fortunately, not true. FreeBSD has been developed by humans, by people like me and, most importantly, you, the new contributor who is passionate about his favorite OS. We are not superhuman entities from outer space, but we like what we are doing, and we try to develop, improve and extend the operating environment that we all love.

We have all tried to do many things about FreeBSD and with FreeBSD. Some of them have worked, and a small percentage of what has worked later became a part of the official FreeBSD system. But there have also been thousands of times that we failed. Utterly and unrecoverably failed. We went down the wrong path for a long time. We tried things that were risky, amusing but also very very easy to break; to do funny, or silly things, or even to just explode in our face.

If you are a new FreeBSD contributor then try to avoid getting stuck in that tiny stake and chain that keeps the circus elephant from being free. We have all failed in out attempts to do something that improves FreeBSD. We have failed not once, not twice, but many times over and over again.

But we keep trying our strength, and in the end we do find our place in the team that makes FreeBSD the wonderful system that it is today and the amazing system that it will be tomorrow :)

Finding Out How to Get Started

So you decided that you do want to help, but there’s a tiny obstacle that has to be overcome first. You don’t know where to get started and learn more about FreeBSD, how it works, how it is developed, and how you can contribute to make it a better system.

First of all, congratulations for wanting to contribute to FreeBSD! We always need more hands to work on the open bugs, to answer questions of new users, to write documentation, to test new drivers, to debug and fix old drivers, and so on.

There are many things you can do to help FreeBSD. You can start with easy tasks, and move to more difficult ones as you pick up the details of how everything works.

My suggestion would be to start by reading the latest version of the “Contributing to FreeBSD” article. You can find it online at:

If you are interested in helping us with the FreeBSD Ports Collection, one of the major selling points of FreeBSD, there is a separate article that may give you some ideas to get started: “Contributing to the
FreeBSD Collection
“. This one is available at:

The “FreeBSD Development Projects” page is a third option you have. This is a a list of interesting, active and/or useful things we could do to extend, improve and adapt FreeBSD to do new or just more cool things. The list of projects is visible online at:

Some of the most interesting projects are listed separately in that page, under the “Project Ideas” section:

All these pages are public information, accessible to anyone who wants to know about ways to help FreeBSD. So you are most welcome to have a look at these pages, and look for something that seems interesting for you.

When you do find something interesting, you will probably have a few questions about how to work on the idea, where to grab the sources of FreeBSD, where to submit patches, how to do that, and so on. Our large collection of mailing lists is going to be helpful at this point. Visit the mailing list information page at:

Look for a mailing list that matches the work you are doing, and then either post directly to the list, or subscribe to it. One of the lists that is probably going to be useful for general questions about FreeBSD (questions like “where do I get the source of the ls(1) utility?”) is the freebsd-questions mailing list:

If you can’t locate the correct list for something you are working on, if you have questions that don’t seem to fit neatly into the topics of another list, or even if you just want to ask something quick about FreeBSD but you don’t have the time to seek the right mailing list to do that, the freebsd-questions list should be your fallback choice.

You and me...

Scribbled by Bharath On December 08, 2007 0 Thoughts have been Sprinkled!, Your Take?
You got to hold on
love is soon
moving in
you know in your soul
that you have committed no sin

Just wait and see
what joy love will bring
it will make your
heart sing

You must believe in fate
it is never too late
soon love will be flowing
like melting ice in the spring

You've got to give it all
there is no time
to be lying on the ground
feeling shot down


You've got to keep on looking
you never know
what will show
don't be so slow
free your mind
and the rest will follow
and your life will turn
into what it is
supposed to be
and you will feel
so good forever
but you must want it
to happen
nobody can ever
do it for you

You must never give up
your hope
and never choose
the rope
as the last way out
because there is love
to be found
just take a look around
and you will finally
find a partner
to share your life


You've got to hold on
it is not easy
but you have to be
very strong
in your lonely heart
I am feeling so lonely
in my heart today
we got nothing to say
or do anyway
I am feeling so old
in my heart today
broken time
no more baby
I can't stay here
with you

I am feeling
nothing
I am feeling

I am feeling so poor
in my heart today
we got nothing to say
or do anyway
I just want to go far faraway
but not with you
by my side baby
I will find a new life
someplace
and make everything better
I don't love you any more


I am feeling so empty
in my heart today
we got nothing to say
or share anymore
I can't find any trace of love
which I could build something
lasting and good upon
there is really nothing
left inside

I am feeling so insecure
in my heart today
we got nothing more
to give or receive
and I really doubt
that we ever will find
a way back
so therefor it is best for us
that I walk away today


I am feeling so sad
in my heart today
we got nothing to say
or do anyway
I am feeling bad
but the best for us to do
is to go separate ways
since there is no more
love to be found
I don't care no more

I am feeling so cold
in my heart today
we got nothing to say
or do anyway
I am only feeling gloomy
and there is nothing else to say
our relationship is truly doomed
but there is nothing
we can do
I am feeling nothing
I am truly sorry
What is it coming to
when are things going to change
why can something like those lies
turn everything upside down
who can give me the answer
to be or not to be
living is not so easy as it seems

What is going on around here
why does not anybody take care
is it because there is nothing
left to be shared
I am trying to set my soul free
so it can help me to get out
of this human playground
I feel that I have gone
too many rounds

What can we do with this problem
I don't have the answer book
but one thing is sure
we have to find the right way
but the map is hidden
and don't you listen when somebody tells you
that it is forbidden to look
and to try to find the way
I am telling you the truth when I say
Self Consciousness is the only way
start today
with trying to find your real self
and soon you will find the map
that will make you understand
why man is man
and that there is a great plan
with planet Tellus
and most of all with man

What is it coming to
when will we be alive and free
where can the right place be
so we can understand what we see
before we destroy everything
in our world mind and life
what is it coming to

Got it!

Scribbled by Bharath On December 08, 2006 0 Thoughts have been Sprinkled!, Your Take?
I can not talk so well
but I feel I can sing
and I know in my heart
what tomorrow will bring
I am a son of a God
who gave us all this
to play around with

Flying high in the sky
living is so good
don't think about death
try it out my child

If you have been forgotten
and don't know where you belong
don't forget these words
the Earth is given to you
go out and find who ever you meet
don't sit at home and waste your life
get on your feet

Take advantage of every chance
it is to sad
to live this life on your own
find your self a friend
don't be afraid of loosing
if you don't play
you can never win
start today with your new life
and soon you will be able to tell
everything turned out so well
and I am happy again
life is a wonderful game
don't be afraid
start to live
before it is too late

I can not talk so well
but I know what to say to you
and I also feel in my heart
that you will understand the plan
so go on forward
and create and build a new life

My Life..

Scribbled by Bharath On December 08, 2006 0 Thoughts have been Sprinkled!, Your Take?
Iron doors
and iron bars
I feel that I am on Mars

Heart of stone
but even I
have a home

Keys are swinging
and bells are ringing
I don't feel like singing


My dear I miss you so
but I can not come
the gate is closed

People are screaming
and some cannot stop crying
a few are dying
the hard way
and my escape is in dreaming
and I know they will
never break me
that is the only thing I am certain of

Iron doors
and iron bars
guarded by innocent
guards

Years will go fast
and we can forget the past
soon my love soon
I will be in your arms
and there will never
come any cause
for separating us
and make our love vulnerable
or even make it die
because now I finally understand
that nothing in this world
can replace
lost love

Iron doors
and iron bars
to protect me from myself
and my way of living
my life
Oh baby I would die for you
I am telling you no lies
can't you see that I am
so totally lost in you
and there is nothing I can do
to change my attitude
when I am close to you


Cannot stop
cannot change
cannot let my love go
for you

Oh baby tell me
what you like
I am not holding back
anything for you
just show me the way
to behave
and I will serve you
for the rest of my days
don't you ever fear me
letting you down
I will always be around
doing my best
to keep you safe and warm


Oh baby you are so good
there is nobody close to you
I am telling you the truth
when I say
I love you
in a million ways
don't you feel
everything is alright
when we are falling asleep
holding each other so tight
and that love has grown
through the night

Oh baby there is nothing
like our love
and I pray every day
that it will last
because I have never met
anyone like you
and I will do anything
to keep you happy
as long as you want me
I will be there

Steroid..

Scribbled by Bharath On October 08, 2006 0 Thoughts have been Sprinkled!, Your Take?
Believe in a big wonderful
strong body
dreaming of perfect triceps
and most of all
a 56cm biceps
don't think about the danger
no use in a mind or brain
as long as he can gain weight
every single day

Russian pills
makes life so complete
steroid head will commit suicide
after a very short while


Running over all the beautiful
young girls
who are working out
at the studio that he likes
to show off his
great latissimus
and wonderful upper chest
a steroid head doesn't
have to rest
because he is always the best

There is only one thing
that is bringing him down
and that is that his balls
have become so incredibly small
and his dick does not work so well
as it used to do
but he doesn't understand
a steroid head has to be ready
on command
so if you want to build
your body
beautiful and strong
so stay away from testosterone
and hormones
that will make your body explode

Believe in a big great
wonderful body
that will make everybody so jealous
and give the impression that he is the very best
to ever get in this life

A quibble..

Scribbled by Bharath On October 08, 2006 0 Thoughts have been Sprinkled!, Your Take?
It is cool to be clear in your mind
you don't have to fear
getting nothing
in your nose and arm
it has no charm

It is not easy to say no
but you will find out
how high you can go

Spending all your money on nothing
not able to get up early
red eyes and headache
in a shaking body
with a desperate mind
wondering of your next disguise
and how to get the feeling
to rise once again

Telling lies to everyone all day long
thinking only on your meals
and how your body will respond
when the stuff arrives
the center of your brain
sorry my friend
you are on your own way
to destruction

It is cool to be clear in your mind
take my advice
and throw away the bad life
find yourself some new friends
don't take the chance
to see how it ends

It is not easy to say no
to cheap fun
just do it
don't wait
you will soon
end up brain-dead
and at that point
it will be much too late
don't hesitate
stop it now don't wait until
you are filled
with pure hate and anger

Rainbow..

Scribbled by Bharath On August 08, 2006 0 Thoughts have been Sprinkled!, Your Take?
Don't you want to find
the key to eternal life
reach out for me
and show that you need me
and I will give to you
that what is most wanted
the key to a happy life

It is just an illusion
that you are free
come and see me

This life could be paradise
but we have lost
our will to see and feel
what living is to be
there is no meaning
when we no longer can dream
of something that we don't know
what it is like
we have no sense of the past
I can tell you about everything
but do you want to listen


Under the rainbow
we are all born into life
but there are only a few of us
that are truly living
but we want to help you
to find your lost heart
you just have to turn your life
in another direction
everybody can change
but don't wait
it can be much too late
come and see me and I will
give you victory

Don't you want to find
a way to expand your mind
so you can be able to understand
how to get a real good life
or are you really pleased
with all the misery

me..

Scribbled by Bharath On July 08, 2006 0 Thoughts have been Sprinkled!, Your Take?
No one is ever going to force me
to change my feelings
and my way of living
I have what I need
and that what I want
I can easily get into my hands
without stealing it from someone


This is my life
you can join me
but never change me
this is my life

Strange people that I don't know
try to put stupid things
into my mind
and the only reason is
that they want me
to live my life just like them
wearing a grey suit and a striped tie
sitting in a house with a big loan
people like them are always
afraid to die

I live my life for real
day by day
there is nothing wrong
in living this way
if you have something to say
tell me now or go away
I am not scared of walking alone
there is always someone
living their lives just like me
so if I have to wait a little time
before I find someone who understands
it does not set me back on line
with the regular clowns
who waste their lives
without love

No one is ever going to force me
to change my heart and mind
just to please their kind because
this is my only life
and I will be the only
master controlling it
and if it ends in a greatdisaster
so what it is my life
isn't it

Gone?

Scribbled by Bharath On July 08, 2006 0 Thoughts have been Sprinkled!, Your Take?
Big hole in my heart
fall in my mind
I feel I never will be able
to find another girl to love
I am shot down
and there is no hope to be found
I have been looking all around
in this town
but you are impossible to find
my future bride
please tell me where you use to hide
so I can get to know you

Help me if you can
my heart is bleeding
I am shot down

No peace in my mind
no peace at all
am I bound to live like this
until my time comes to die
I don't want this to happen to me
but it seems like it is the only way
for a lonesome boy like me
because there is nothing good
coming my way
at least so it seems to be
please little baby
come and rescue me
and save me from my destiny

Big hole in my heart
fall in my mind
is it really like this
that nobody can stop
my blood flowing out and release me
from pain and stop my tears
they come like rain
come on girl and help me
to get rid of the strain and find back
to life again
before everything goes down
and I become insane
or is it really true
that it is too late now
for me
I am not afraid of the darkness
I can feel my heart beating so strong
and all the scary noises
give me so many unexpected choices
I feel I know all the strange voices
and they tell me the truth about life

After midnight
do not go out
if you are afraid
of the night

I breathe in the fresh air
it opens my mind real wide
and let the starlight shine right in
and it also makes me able
to speak with my invisible friend
who is always talking about
what tomorrow will bring
and he also helps me to forget
all my human sins

Flying high on golden promises
never afraid of crashing
into the hard ground
because I have been told
that I will never get old
that is why I am
keeping my mask and driving very fast
because I know in my heart
that I am a master
of the Shining Star

Join me on my tour
and you will be amazed
I can make your dreams be real
just let me take control
over your body and mind
trust me and you will feel how good
it can be
come on and share forever
the starlight with me
don't waste your life on drugs and alcohol
come and feel free

I am not afraid of the darkness
and you should not fear it either my friend
because there is nothing evil
that can ever harm you
as long as you use your mind to understand
what your life could be like
if you were willing to be alive all the time
I am not afraid of anything
neither should you
just say yes to life
and learn what you need

Sorrow..

Scribbled by Bharath On June 08, 2006 0 Thoughts have been Sprinkled!, Your Take?
I will never forget
what I did not get
your eyes were blue
and so were you
your hair was brown
and it was sure
that you brought me
all the way down

Sorrow sorrow
was all I got
in return

I will never forget
how you always said
come on baby
let's get laid
but your heart turned black
and there is no doubt
that it really set me back

I will never forget
how you kissed me
and always said that you
missed me so much
when we had been apart
your mind was the best
but I can not rest
you sent me away
but I was bound to stay

Sorrow sorrow
was all I got
it is not enough
but I can only blame myself
you gave your best try
and I will love you
and miss you
and dream of you
until the day I die

I will never forget you
because you were the love of my life
but I spoiled every chance
for you to become my wife baby
I am truly sorry
but that is too late now

Lies..

Scribbled by Bharath On May 08, 2006 0 Thoughts have been Sprinkled!, Your Take?
Lies have a different sound
you have to use your mind
if you want to understand
the meaning of life
and they who want
can follow a plan


Law of Three
Law of Seven
and you will find
heaven

Forget what you have learned
it is not true
there were some men
that would not give up
their power
that is why we
today cannot
find the right way


There is a man
you can believe
he is dead but he
was wise
and he never told
any lies
he knew the way
The Fourth Way
but you must be willing
to forget
that life in the way
we know it
is nothing worth
and the first step
you have to take
is to be aware of
your speech
because what comes out
is not always the truth

And the second step
is to try to remember yourself
and what it feels
like to be awake
and the third step
is to accept
that you are a man
not a super human being
that is above the
48 laws in our world
and the fourth step
is learning how to
see and feel
the important things
we need for fuel in
our machinery
if you understand
something of this
you are on the right course
heading against
The Fourth Way

Smile..

Scribbled by Bharath On April 08, 2006 0 Thoughts have been Sprinkled!, Your Take?
When I am sad and feeling down
you can give me the best of time

You are so fine
you are on my mind
smile smile
make it happen

When I am low and want to go
you can make me stay
in a beautiful way

When I am angry feeling like shit
you can kiss me with your soft lips
and make me forget

When I am happy it is all thanks to you
when you smile
there is nothing evil inside of me

You are so fine
you are on my mind
smile smile
you know that I am your man

Smile one more time please
you are the best there is

When I behave like a stupid fool
tell me again about the rules
so we can play and laugh
until we get tired and go to sleep

You got the brightest smile I ever seen
and it makes me feel like I am in a dream
but it is for real
I love your style girl don't let go of you smile

When I am sad and feeling down
there is nothing like having you around
since you bring out the best in me
I can do nothing else but love you
and I hope you can stand my behavior
when I seem to forget you are my savior

When you smile

Fish!

Scribbled by Bharath On April 08, 2006 0 Thoughts have been Sprinkled!, Your Take?
I have become stone cold in my lonely heart
nothing can move me at all
I don't care for anything any more
my feelings are gone with the wind
I am no longer owner of my soul
I know I am going to die in sin
because I let the Devil in

Drifting in the wind
living in sin
drifting in the wind

I have become so never minded these days
yes I am directly blinded
I can not see the way to go
but it does not mean that much
I am not going to stay here very long
I am just waiting for the Gong
to call me to my eternal home

I have become so fearless inside lately
nothing makes me want to cry
I am not afraid to meet the
cross over man
who is going to show me the way
over the finale border line
where I am going to lay down
in the desert sand and die slowly
with a cigarette in my hand
thinking of all the girls
that let me down

I have become the master of my mind finally
and now there is everything to gain
because every pain
has suddenly disappeared into thin air
and I can for the first time in my life see clearly
what I shall do with my life
so I can be free to live like a man
all the time
I have become aware of the real danger inside
and it is passivity
Memories last forever
make a wish
that you will meet someone
that you never can forget
and always keep in mind
that we are leaves
carried by the wind of life
sometimes we are up
and other times
we are so far down

Explore
save
everything you can

Sometimes you feel
that you can not understand
anything at all
but don't waste your time
staying to long in that state of mind
do your best try
to follow the yellow moon
and you will get a good grip on life's
mysterious reality
very very soon

Don't be afraid
to let your feelings float free
it is indeed very easy
you are born to win
not to lose
we are made to live the way
everyone of us find to choose
start today
don't wait any longer
before you know what is going on
it can be too late
to turn around and try it all once again

Memories last forever
you must never forget what to do
so you can be really proud of your life
memories are all
you ever will be able to take with you

Listen..

Scribbled by Bharath On March 08, 2006 0 Thoughts have been Sprinkled!, Your Take?
Hey there wild child
listen
I have something
that you want
come closer
and I will show you
what I mean
this is not a dream

Look deep into my eyes
open up your mind
listen carefully to the sound
of my voice

Hey there stranded kid
listen
I have something
that you never had before
you are something very special
so you are the chosen one
I am going to give it all to you
I hope you understand this tone

Hey there beautiful human being
listen
I have something that you need
the sound of love
is now floating into your mind
open up and you will feel fine
this is the right time
to be my companion

Hey there lost soul
listen up
I have something useful for you
it will make you able
to speak the pure truth
and live like you never did before
open your mind
and receive the elixir
that will electrify your existence
into eternity

Hey there sedated and bound man
I have the cure just for you
and it is totally for free
just open your mind
and follow me
to see everything
there is for us to use
the way it is meant to be
come on
it is time to live

I am Gone!

Scribbled by Bharath On March 08, 2006 0 Thoughts have been Sprinkled!, Your Take?
Up or down
near or far
in or out
there is no doubt
you don't have to shout

I am going
stop that crying
I am going

Resigned from your life
can you imagine how I feel
I am so glad the wheels
are my property
now I am driving west
and you can forget the rest

Sometimes I wonder
why I stayed so long
maybe I was blinded by your
good cooking
but now it is my turn
to go out looking

Feeling so free
it is easy to be
a man crossing the land
I know I will find myself again
holding a beautiful woman's hand
I have good time to look all around
I don't want to make the same mistake
one more time
I just want to feel fine
it is my life

Up or down
near or far
in or out
there is no doubt anymore
we have lost our love
and I am leaving now
so please stop that crying baby
you are free
and finally so am I
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